My exams started yesterday and I have totally no confidence in passing it.... For I felt that I don't know anything about my studies...and my geography paper today is... I can say SHIT! I did the geo paper until half then donno why, I start to day dream... Haix.... Shi bai! Physics was O-k lahx...main qiang can pass... Sian... I still study for the whole day and climb up early in the morning to study... I feel like sleeping now.... and it makes my mum worried.... she keep asking me if I want some 'ji jing'.... dotz lolc... but parents are just like that...
I am like suffering from stress??? Hmm... I felt more stress in this end of year than my PSLE lolc... for godness sake.... PSLE such a major exam i also not stress lahc... then this wad end-of -year I like wanna die liaox... Sian lolc... somemore I got this feeling that I will do very badly for my EOY.... My marks will fall like nothing especially maths.... It's like going from Bad to worse lolc... I even lost to Sihui lolc... Is not like Sihui maths very lousy lahx... but she is not very good in her maths mahx... Haiz.... Ms Chua always say is careless... but sometimes I really donno how to do lolc... I am so scared that I am going to fail my both maths... Which I can't afford to.... For my mum will strangle me to death... and my bio is like.... hiaz... I am just scared... Very scared...
I feel like.... I don't know how to describe.... It's just a feeling.... I felt like letting go of everything and fall into deep sleep.... Wake me up when these reality fades away and I am tired... I need a helping hand...
Signing off, Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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^Pro's File^
Mee ;))
Name~ BeiYi
School~ RPS, JVSS
CCA~ Netball
First Cry~ 16/12/91
Horoscope~ Saggitauras
Loves*hug-hug*
-Netball (but NOT JVSS one)
-Tennis
-French Fries
-Bubble tea
-Music
-Comics
-Prince of Tennis
-Nanoha
-D.N. Angel
-Tsubasa- River Chronicles
-Piano
-Peace
-JJ Lin JunJie
-Huang YiDA
-Arron Yan Ya Lun
-MARINE BIO!!!!
Loathes*EEk*
-Back stabbers *grrrrr*
-Liars
-Being accused of things I didn't do
-Vegetables
-Maths (A & E)
-My Brother
-studying!!!
WishList*Tink!*
Get good results for O-levels Watch Deathnote New Bag New Wallet Watch Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu Watch Zhong Ji Yi Ban again (It rockx Loads!)
A room to myself win at least a match in the West Zones Go Fahrenheit's Autograph session (They rox to the core!!!)
Get a good rest everyday!!!
Sort out all the misunderstanding I have between friends
A laptop all to myself
MP3 (old one spoil liaox...)
