Monday, October 30, 2006
Dear blog,
Today is our first day of the intensive and I can't believe...time seems to fly... Even Lee tok kok's lesson is fast... Hmm... What a miracle... We got back our report books with the results changed... Hmm... satisfied now... my percentage rose to 65%... Yipee... But still hope I could get the money... me only care about the money... Not position... Wahaha...
But that CCA points is damn idiotic lolc... How can i get only 3 pathetic point?! Go to hell lahx... participation points also never give me... The day I stepped into netball I participated in most of the tournaments ok? So why don't I get the points for participation??? And attendance is more fuming lolc... they still dare to comment that my attendance is less than 75%!!! Pls... I only pon netball once and it's to look after my bro.... got one more time is I got tution... then don have liaox lolc... If I couldn't get the points of attendance... I don't think anyone is netball can get it lahx... no offence... for I turn up for almost every training and plan my holidays oversea where it dosen't collide with the trainings... and wad did I get in return? Nothing!!! So what for I work so hard for netball???
I am going to demand my points from the teacher the next training... if she refuse to give me the points... You can expect me to disappear entirely through the whole of the holidays netball trainings... even if the teachers call, i don't care and they may also not see me next yr... well actually is suppose to be... I am quiting NetbalL!!! and of course not going to play for the west zones!!! Anyway, I won't regret for not going to play for the west zones anyway... Our school is like damn lousy lahx... If we can win 1 match, it will me something call Miracle ok? So nobody would regret anyway...
signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Dear blog,
Today I stay at home for a rest... actually planning to go mountian climbing but in the end gave up the idea... cause too lazy liaox... Later going to change my hamster's cage... Haiz... Can't believe it's the holidays.. which means we only have 1 more yr to O-levels... Gosh... and up comes more stressful life and intensive revision... Wah seh... Sure die one... Tml still got tution... Last lesson anyway... cause my tution teacher is going to prepare the sec 4s and I think going overseas... Wahahaha... No tution! Yipee... Just hope my maths don't deprove to nothing when he comes back...*Cross Fingers* but there is still intensive in school for 2 weeks... Damn it... There goes my 2 weeks of holidays...
Haiz... and the not so hetic schedule netball paractice and the teacher is simply mad lolc... Fancy training from 1.30-4.30... My god... I swear i'll turn charcoal lolc... That teacher just don't want us sec 3s to skip training... Still dare to say... Gimme wrong CCA points some more... Hmph! *Just can't forget it* and there is an upcoming match on 18th hmm... sure lose case anyway and what's worse? It carnival is from 8 to 6... god... it's like 10hrs lahx... 10hrs of netball matches, 10hrs of losing and 10hrs of running and that mad coach of mine shouting... I bet I can't move the next day or I would sleep throughout the whole sunday...
Lucky there are not much trainings thoughout the holidays... Ade is going overseas... Yipee! Cause training always make my plans for the holidays fall in chaos... Grr... and then hope we go back on fri... we wouldn't have a hard time catching up on our stamina... cause mine has drop to nothing I suppose and always eating junk food such as potato chip... too much fats deposit along the arteries and later kena heart attack during warm up then die liaox.. -_-''' So lame... Okie... no more complains on netball ... Hw... One more big headache for me... Haiz... I just hate homework... that chi teacher made us do 4 articles, 1 book review, and one compo... I know it's little compared to other schools but it will take me years to finish I suppose and after the intensive, it's expected to have loads more of it... Wah... *Drowning in homework* hate it...
Yesterday went k-box with my sis... Kao... It's damn ex lahx... we sang from 11 to 2 and paid $11 for it... Lunch was Jap lunch... Quite nice though... and a cup of drink... I sang until no voice liaox... and off pitch somemore... after that we went for neoprints... and 5 bucks gone... Haiz... Going bankrupt soon... afterthat I went ot the lib to return and borrow books for the idiot book review then make my way back home while my sis meet her friends to town... somewhere i don like to shop... Not a born shopper... so one my way back kena stopped by this young man calling me to donate money to some orphanage... Well... I donate 2 bucks... not alot actually... I donate 5 buck twice lols... somemore is to some weird person... One stop me to call me buy tickets then okie lolx I buy.... in the end she give me the voucher i also never use... then another time is at bugis... this man stop me and my sis and talk to us about wad stupid unemployment and craps then in the end call us buy a pen for 5 bucks... and me so idiot, buy liaox... then my sis never... Kao... so stupid of me... but yesterday the 2 bucks is to legal organisation lolc... that guy got the license and student card... the other two is like donno where pop out one... haiz... so stupid...
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Dear blog,
Today is finally my Last Day of School! Yipee!!! So happy... After so much torture and unhappiness... Wahaha... But too bad we sec 3s have to go back for Intensive 2 week... Kena sai lehx... Our school is like damn slow lahx... so many chapters not thought... Wah laoz... The intensive sure chiong like no tml like that lolc... Especially Ms. Poon... got the time table... My gosh... there's one day with like 3hrs of maths.. (Don care A or E lahc) Wah laox ehx... Sure brain dead by the end of the day... and there is Soooooooooo many English lessons lolx... Sure sleep my way though for my teacher is one of the teacher who knows hypotism(Cui mian xiu) and the lee tok kok one also lolx... didn't check how many lessons we have with him... but I don't remember that there are 3hrs of his lessons... if not our hands sure broken at the end of the day lolc... copy until siao... then there is Bio... yipee... the only subject I like!!! Hehe...
Today nothing much happen at school... We were supposed to take back our report books... but in the end never cause there is something wrong with our marks... What the- my overall only 63 only lolc... deprove liaox... there goes my money... *Sobs* but since the marks count wrong i think the % will go up rite? Hope so anyway... Haiz... if not really can say bye bye to my money... and that stupid science teacher... How dare he count wrong the marks... How can our whole class fail combine sci? Dotz lolc he... and I am suppose to get 81 for sub-sci but the report book printed 40.5... What the- it's half of my marks lahx... so shock that time... and the lee tok kok did check... my combine become 64 instead of 70... *sobs* shouldn't have told him...and my bio wah laoz... is a mark to A lehx... Gek lolc... I how so much to Ace Bio... *Sobs* Humans I give up hope liaox lahx... A maths can pass already very good liaox lolx... English also can pass happy liaox... but o-level I hope to get at least a B4 or at most a B3 cause I sure cannot ace my eng for god's sake... Anyway... don care lerx lahx... Then my CCA point they also count wrong... pls lolc.. although I don feel like participating but I DID ok! They should give me points for participation rite? and the attendance pls lolc... I only pon Netball once lolc... then they say wad my attendance did not reach 75%... Wad the- Idiot lehx... Hope the teacher will change it also...
Stop the complaining... Today we send Mr. Ong off for he is being posted to Chung Cheng (Yishun) so we have a farewell party with him... The party ok ok lahx... then he got say some speeches... whaha.... he got say 3c keep up the good work worx... so happy sia! After school we stayed back alittle while to take a photo with Mr. Ong and the Ms Chua miss the shot and we had to take again... hmm... Wadeva... Anyway... Farewell Mr Ong!
And wad's worse is our class outing is actually to a zoo? Omg~ Wad's so fun about zoo? Feed to crocodiles and leopards? I hope it could be Sentosa... Zoo is so boring.... And I want class tee!! Guys!!! Why you guys don't want?
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
1. Single, Taken or Crushing?
Ans: Single. What else??
2.Are you happy with your life now?
Ans: Hmm... Quite... Just abit uncontented with some things
3.When you meet the right person, will you fall in for him or her fast?
Ans: Eh.... Donno lehx... I haven't met the right person... But I don think so... love takes time rite?
4.Have you had your heartbroken?
Ans: Nahx... I also never fall in love... but in other ways, a no of times...
5.Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Ans: Er... What else can be the ans? Of course not lahx! How can you cheat on love... you will break the other's heart one...
6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
Ans: You mean the person who cheat on me? Hmm... I won lahx... cause I Bu Xi Han!
7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
Ans: Yupx... But iz my mama...
8.Do you want childern?
Ans: Derx...
9.How many?
Ans:2. One boy, One Girl... Hehe... But if shang tain that good jiu hao liaox lolx...
10.Would you consider adoption?
Ans: Eh? What Qns is this? Er... Maybe....
11.If someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know his or her feelings?
Ans: Hmm... The other person will know... He Should know...
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Ans: Eh... I never been into one before... so donno...
13.Be honest. What did you and your ex did?
Ans: No ans... :X
14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans: Nahx... Love to me, takes time...
15.Are you romantic?
Ans: Donno lehx...
16.Do you believe you can change someone?
Ans: Nahx... No such power... If I have... I would wanna turn my bro into a stone... He is damn irritating lahx...
17.If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
Ans: Er... Haven't thought so far yet... But maybe hawaii... Weird rite?
18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Ans: Can say so... I seek for peace!
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Ans: Nahx...
20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
Ans: Nope... I haven't met my mr. right as I say...
21.Have you broken a heart?
Ans: How do I know... If I know I would broke the person's heart, I would try my best not to... :X
22.One day if your best friend fall in love with he/shethat you are deeply in love with, what whould you do?
Ans: You wan arhx? Give you lolc... No lahx... Must see how much I love him...
23.Are you missing someone now?
Ans: Yupx... But not telling... :X
Now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey one their blog.
Write down their names below
Tag them in their blog to let them know and DONT stop doing this survey.
This survey has been going around, it made people occupied.
Get started. And the 5 lucky people are:
-Sis
-LiXue
-Kiriko
-SiHui
-Wendy
Nickname?
-Don hab lehx... Koala bahx...
Age?
-14 plus... BD not over yet... :(
Gender?
-I'm a gal...
Name the gal you love.
-Eh? My sis bahx... and Estella, Andrea, SiHui, Kiriko
Hugs or kisses?
-Hugs... Kisses too disgusting liaox...
Shower or Bath?
-Bath... Relax in the tub... Wahaha...
Name 3 best friends from bestest to best
-Estella, Andrea-SiHui, Kiriko
Name 3 enemy
-Enemy? I thought should be kept in heart one? My bro bahx...
Favourite Colour?
-Sky blue, Purple, Black.
At what age I want to get married?
-Haven't think so far yet... :X
Sports shoes or sandals?
-Depends on events... But most probably sports shoes.
Lake or Ocean?
-Ocean
Ever kissed someone before?
-Yahx... My family members all I kiss before lehx...
Ever hugged someone?
-Derx... My Mama...
Name 5 people want to do this quiz:
-Sis
-SiHui
-Kiriko
-LiXue
-Wendy
ps: Wah seh... Finally done... Phew~
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Monday, October 23, 2006
Dear blog,
Today's school is a little tiny bit better than last thurs... cause I also donno why lahx... We had Deeparaya concert... Not bad... but the teacher talk until very sian lolc... But the last session was great... the teachers danced... Omg~ Mr Lam so so so cute lolc... He dance until very funny lolx... Then the Mrs Loh fats bionging around then Mr Goh so damn stiff lolc... Wah seh... The dance damn funny lolc... And long too... the teachers all dance until wanna die liaox lolx... So farnie lolx... Then after that go back to class listen to MP3 and talk about the class outing.... We planning from zoo... Zoo... can you believe it??? but in the end got better choice... go sentosa suntan... hehe... Me wanna turn black black... last time go sentosa also nothing happen one lolc... Not even sun burn lahx... maybe cause of the haze... Haiz.... Throughout the day we went to 3A to play cards... ba-lak and taiti... Hmm... I never play... Not really good at it... SiHui won quite alot of money lolc.... Hmm... Luck's shining on her...
After school we actually wanted to go watch Death note one... But that damn JE cinema don have Deathnote so we watch Silk instead... Not bad... Quite nice... Hajimoto-san... Hehe and the Qi Dong... Haha... not scarey also... but got some parts scarey lahx... but overall not bad lahx...
I wanna watch deathnote!!!!
Signing off,
Jyt_derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Friday, October 20, 2006
Dear blog,
Today is promotion day... Actually I have an appointment with Kiriko to K-box, but in the end she went to bugis... Hmm... Gothic stuffs... which I don really like... Black lipsticks... OMG~ The thought of it make me think of Lucify... I hate them... No offence though... Okie... Not to talk about it... Estella actually wanted to go out... But I couldn't think of any where to go and although I am a girl i HATE shopping!!! Especially Window shopping... And there was a sudden urge to stay and home... and rot... I woke up at 8.30... Damn 8.30!!! I should have slept longer... and watch Gong with my sis, then we went down for breakfast then I watch 2 mins of AQMFS and then watch gong again cause my sis wanna use com... Oh my gosh... Gong is getting more and more boring... and my one disc is 3 hr plus can watch until sleep lehx... But Yul so handsome... *Fa Hua Chi* he dyed his hair black... hmm... I prefer his hair blonde... whatever anyway... Hiaz... Anyway, I just rot my way at home today... Should have gone out with estella... Okie.... My day is over for today... Haiz... Zhen De Mei You Ren Sheng Mu Biao Lehc...
Today rotting at home, yesterday rotting at school... Yesterday Sch is like damn boring lolx... Our class is super pathetic lahx... only 21 peeps came and worst of all only 2 guys... our queue at the parade square was shoter than 3A... Ms Chua was like Erm... Why is the class so 'many' people today? Hmm... and poor her... She had to call every absentees... and that Do-do also never come... Wed nite still ask me wanna go swimming, thursday morning not feeling well never come to school... well, I shouldn't have gone to school ytd... Rot there lolc... We played UNO until sian liaox lolx... and then begin touring the school we went to the Lib and sat there talk and suddenly the Libarian walk pass... the four of us immediatly stood up and she found us skipping class and shoo us out of the lib so we went to the music room to see the 2A guys playing I donno wad... but who care... we sat there... not pass 5 mins and mr rusuell shoo us out... so we went back to class... but on our way back, we saw Tan JJ so we hide in 3E until he walk away and went back to class to rot... Then after that Estella say her class in the lib, so we went back to the lib... Anyway... School was damn boring lahx...At first I thought the teacher would go though papers... but crap lahx... not even one paper lolc...
I don wanna go School on Mon.... Planning to watch death note and help at Andrea's mum shop and get a present for my mum for her BD... but my mum dowan to help me... Kena sai lolc... But my Grand mama say she would help... Hope she dosen't chuang bang... Hmm... Haiz... Rotting Dayz ahead...
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Dear blog,
I've gotten all my results manx.... Although it was quite well done, but I don't know why, I just can't seems to be happy... Haiz... What's wrong with me??? Wonder why I can't be happy... :'(
I thought I would fail bio badly, but I got quite well instead.... Wah hahaha... I got an A2. Then Elective shocked me until I thought I would get an heart attack any moment... I have always been failing my Elective Geo but I actually got 31.5/50! Gosh... I really got a shock out of my life manx... Social studies was more shocking manx... I got 33 lehx! And my social studies is also failing since term one... Wah seh.... Totally shocking manx... I still say if I pass my Bio call me god lolc... Wah... I really can't believe it lolc...
Then last lesson that mr lee came to our class and then I asked him for my overall marks.... I actually got 70?!? It's an A2?!? I almost got an heart attack lolc... Then I ask the teacher... "Teacher! You got count wrong the marks anot???" Stupid me... Actually he counted wrongly... I should get 64 not 70... where on earth did I get the other 6 marks??? Then he said he wanted to go back and check... Gosh~ I shouldn't have told him... But never mind lahx... If he got check then let him minus lolc.... If don have then I also don care lolc... My marks very good wad... I very satisfied with 70.... Yupx...
And I was so happy that I passed my english.... At first I saw my paper 2 4.5/20... God damn, I was so shocked lolc... 4.5 out of 25?!? Then I saw my paper got quite a number of ticks and in the end I actually got 14.5/25. Phew! If not I will cry like there is no tomorrow lahx... Phew... But combine common test all this craps hohx... Wah.... I think I will fail lehx... Kerx... So bad.... Why must they combine??? Crapx...
I can't believe it tell me I'm dreaming....
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Dear Blog,
My Exams are finally over!!! Thank god manx.... E-maths paper 2 was all right... just abit sian sian lolc... don feel like doing.... the mind keep thinking what to do after this.... not paying much attention to the paper... kerx... anyway... don care lerx lahx... now i only wanna play play and play!!
Thursday I went to watch movie with Estella... Actually I wanted to watch John Tucker must die one.... The WTF! The movie gone liaox... :( So we decided to go JP see got anot lolc... but still early mahx... like 9 plus ten only...so we went IMM to shop lolc... Wah seh the extention not bad worx.... but we didn't really shop there lahx.... After that Estella say she wanna watch Silk... Then I say ok lolc anything.... cause I think that movie not bad also.... but in the end we go JP then don have Silk so no choice lolc... Watch the Rob-B-Hood.... So sway... the tickets left so little only... we 2 landed sitting quite in front lolc... Kena-sai... So the movie was great.... Me and Estella was laughing like some mad people in the cinema lahx.... Now I feel like watching the deathnote.... Or something like that... The 'Si Wang Bi Ji' lolc... waiting for it to screen and I will Cheong there and watch... Hope it's not NC 16 lolx.... Cause they still rating it... The Cinema siao one lolc... Little man also want to rate NC 16... Where got things little kids cannot see one??? Banquet also NC16... Kena-sai lahx.... Watever...
The Yesterday I went Sentosa with Andrea, SiHui and Estella.... That stupid estella, thursday say she wanna go early... then we change the time from 10 to 9 lolc... then in the end I call her at 8.45 like that telling her I'm going to be late and her reply was... I just woke up... -_-''' Lolc... That damn estella... just woke up.... then Sihui,Andrea and me go buy breakfast 1st then eat liaox then go take bus to JE. Then we like sua ku like that... wait there for her.... on the platform lahx... then we tell her to take the front seat we the driver drive the MRT there... Then she oh... okie... then When I call her again, she at lakeside... I ask her again, you at the front or back... she reply front... then okie lolc... when the MRT reach she call me... then she say she at the back... Lolx... She very funny lehx.... So in the end she excuse me excuse me from the back to the front lolc... Okie... Finally we reach Sentosa lerx...then we went palawan beach... Wah Kao... We walk on the sand Bare footed lolc... Like walking on fire like that lehx... Some more is only morning 10 plus lolx... But we don care lahx... Play VB awhile then so play water... but not for long we come up again... play VB the go to the water again play the Zhong Ji Mi Ma.... Wah laoz... I sucks at it lolc... Keep kena splash by them... after awhile SiHui saw she wanna eat Nachos... My fav!!! So we went 7 eleven eat lolc... After that we talk about wanna go down to the water to play... okie... we agreed... But in the end only Sihui go down... Tsk tsk... Look like we Zhen her hohx.... but I don really wanna go down lahx.... Then we three sit there see Sihui soak herself in the water.... Then I suddenly remember I didn't apply sunblock!!! Omg! Lucky I haven't roasted yet lolc.... If not sure kena killed by my mum.... later Sihui came up and we play VB again... So fun lolc... Play the VB but my hand hurts like hell lahx... Then I keep chasing the ball... cause that stupid Sihui hit so hard... Grr! Then after that we go take the sky lunge... Wah they hang us up lolc... So scarey... then when the thing (I donno call wad) come down liaox then the four of us was like rush out lahx... Then after that we make our way to take the lunge!!! Omg! It's damn fun lahx... the estella so fast... Me SiHui and Andrea was like taking our time lahx.... The Andrea keep banging into Sihui... Haha.... After taking the sky lunge, we went to Siloso beach and sit on the bridge... Wah Laox... Damn scary lahx! Cause we wanna balance the bridge mahx... so me and Sihui sit one side, Estella and Andrea sit another... In the end the brige went rocking the slant down.... So Sihui went to sit Andrea there.... But the Brige still slant down lolc... So I went over to then other side also... Who knows it balance liaox lolx... Then Okie lolx... The water was like 4m deep lolx... So scary... If I drop I sure drown only lolc... Unless Jellyfish in the water save me... After that andrea wanna see something lolc... then she stood up... The brige was rocking and it feel like its going to topple over any moment... Wah seh... Kia lolx... In the end we went to the shore and play ball again.... But after awhile we went to the water and play... and sit one the sand.... Wah come up my short so wet and full of sand lolc... After awile we went to bathe and left sentosa... Sihui was running late for home and me and andrea running late for Gong... Estella lehx... She not late for anything..... So we cheong all the way to the habour front MRT and squeeze into the MRT at Outram park... Estella was just abit of getting sandwich by the door lolc... but luckily nothing happend... if not her mother sure get a Parang and kill us... Especially Sihui... Never give us warning the cheong into the MRT somemore the red light already blinking liaox lolx... Luckily I reach home just in time for Gong... Phew...
Today I spent the whole morning watch Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi!!! So nice! I like Er Qi... Richie... He so cool lolc... Then his hair style I also like... He he... Then at night I going to change my Hp... my that old one went bonkers lerx... cannot even see the screen lolc... then cannot recieve message... Then LiXue was like Smsing me wondering why this girl dowan to reply message one... Okie pls... Is my phone spoil, I cannot receive youe message not I dowan to reply kz!!! Hope I can get a better phone this time... Aiming for LG one... KG810!!! But I went to their web lehc.... they like don have this phone like that... But then why I got the brochuer lehc??? Donno also.... Anyway wat phone also can lahx... As long as I can get a phone... I will die without a phone and I am meeting LX tml... Haiz...
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Dear blog,
Yipee!!!!! I am ending my exams tml!!!! Whooo-hoo! So Happy!!! After so much stress, I am finally free!!! But today my bio paper... I can say.... I wrote shit lolc... Pls.... If I pass you can call me god liaox lolc... If I pass will be a big miracle lahx!!! My essay qn... 10marks I only worte like a few lines? Then wrote craps somemore.... Then hohc... Section B I almost couldn't understand what the qns are asking lahx... how to ans??? Then multiple choice is donno then 'tikam' one... haix....So do you think can pass? So am I rite to say if i pass call me god? But I am very happy exams are ending!!!!
I planning to go watch movie with Estella... Haz... Actually she going to watch with Debbie and ShueMei one... But they change the date to friday and we are going Sentosa on Fri... So she not going with them.... Tml we going to watch either John Tucker must die or Rob-b-hood... or something like that... Kerx.... Tml is E-maths paper 2... I think can pass bahx... The maths paper 1 is like so easy lahx... And this is the first time I could finish my maths paper on time and check for careless mistakes.... Chem was okie okie lahx...So should be no problem...
Then, a few days ago Me and Sihui went to tution and met this weird old man from China.... He talk to us about like you going university or poly.... -_-''' pls.... I wanna going ploy or JC his busniess mehx??? Then okie lolc... I reply him I wanna go ploy.... then he say why go poly? Go poly liaox then must come out to the society lehx... cannot go university liaox... Pls... I got tell him i wanna go U mehx??? Somemore poly also can go U one mahx.... his fan ying so big for wad.... Some more we don't even know him lahx... I just Hao Xin wait for him to get into the lift lolc.... Then that talk is like 15mins? And me and Sihui is already running late for tution liaox lahx... then he still talk so long... Kena Sai! Then we 2 and him is like so damn 'you yuan' lahx.... Go home that time saw him again... I can't believe it... he just went for lunch and come back... then he talk to us liaox lolx.... This time 30mins!!! Grrr!!! Waste my 30mins to revise my chem.... Lucky my chem paper was ok... if not i will take a parang and kill him lahx... then he talk about poly and craps and then say if you wanna be a doctor, then you must be very good at Eng, Science and Chi... Then me gun-do lahx.... go ask him why need Chi? Lol... He is from China mahx.... of course Chinese is impt to him lahx.... Then i think my word 'chi ji' until him.... He say i am suitable to be a surgical doctor... -_-''''''' Pls.... I am afraid of using a knife and cut people... and I am afraid of Failure... Then he was like telling me and Sihui to go Shanghai with him... and say wad we reach there, house, food, clothes, go out play all he pay... Diaox lolc... Pls... Are we so close to him that he waste his money on us??? I don think so.... Then he talk and talk and talk until 1/2 hr later... finally he allow us to go liaox.... *Wipe off sweat* and he ended with 'We got fate that's why I am telling you this' lol... Then I wouldn't want to be got fate with him lahx.... Today we are going tution again... I hope we won't see him again.... Kerx... When we first saw him, he just came back from his morining jog, then we go back he came back from his lunch and today I going tution at four and i think it's suppose to end at about 6plus... So I really hope he is not going for some evening walk or early dinner .... If not.... OMG!!!
Acutally I was like so excited for the gong to show lahx.... then on monday I watch... I found out that it wasn't as nice as what i thought it is suppose to be lolx.... It's abit sian.... I can say (No offence to gong lovers).... Haiz... wad a dissapointment.... Haiz....
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________
Friday, October 06, 2006
Dear blog,
My exams started yesterday and I have totally no confidence in passing it.... For I felt that I don't know anything about my studies...and my geography paper today is... I can say SHIT! I did the geo paper until half then donno why, I start to day dream... Haix.... Shi bai! Physics was O-k lahx...main qiang can pass... Sian... I still study for the whole day and climb up early in the morning to study... I feel like sleeping now.... and it makes my mum worried.... she keep asking me if I want some 'ji jing'.... dotz lolc... but parents are just like that...
I am like suffering from stress??? Hmm... I felt more stress in this end of year than my PSLE lolc... for godness sake.... PSLE such a major exam i also not stress lahc... then this wad end-of -year I like wanna die liaox... Sian lolc... somemore I got this feeling that I will do very badly for my EOY.... My marks will fall like nothing especially maths.... It's like going from Bad to worse lolc... I even lost to Sihui lolc... Is not like Sihui maths very lousy lahx... but she is not very good in her maths mahx... Haiz.... Ms Chua always say is careless... but sometimes I really donno how to do lolc... I am so scared that I am going to fail my both maths... Which I can't afford to.... For my mum will strangle me to death... and my bio is like.... hiaz... I am just scared... Very scared...
I feel like.... I don't know how to describe.... It's just a feeling.... I felt like letting go of everything and fall into deep sleep.... Wake me up when these reality fades away and I am tired... I need a helping hand...
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
__________