Friday, September 29, 2006
Dear blog,
Today is the start of my End-Of-Year Exam! And it didn't really start out fine.... I flunked my English paper one... My compo is like crapping all the way and my letter of complaint is like.... write to the tourist promotion board is write as dear Sir/Madam.... Then I go give the person a name lolc.... I wrote dear Mr Tan.... My English is gone case man! Next year going to retain liaox... Cause there's no way I can pass my compre lolc...Sad lahx...
I also flunked my E and A maths class test thanks to careless mistake and listening too much on the teacher's advice.... Ms Chua say the question call you to sketch not plot... then me gun-do go erase the whole table and do sketch and I sketch wrongly lahx and just Estella mention f inverse (-1/2)=4 can write as f(4)=-1/2 one lolc.... Argh!!!! Mr Tan told me before one lolc.... why me so stupid!!! Grrr! And My E-maths Graphical solution.... Wah laox.... I equation also copy wrong lolc! Crapx! Then -1.33 I see until 1.33 and my whole graph gone.... Graph gone, solution gone.... Grrr!!! Fail liaox lahx.... So unlucky!!!
How I wish my EOY can shun shun li li.... I dowan such stuff popping up anymore especially maths! I am going to prove to Ms Chua that careless will never be my downfall!!! But I sure fail because of carelessness one lolc... like my E-maths and A-maths class test.... Sian...Stress arhx!!!!
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Dear blog,
My EOY is coming in 10 days time!!! AHhhhhhh! And I still haven't start revision! Class test is coming in like nothing lolc... and everyday is study study and study! Today was like chaotic lahx... Because of a toy gun.... -_-'''
I 1st saw the gun is in our class and ChunSiang was playing with it... I wanted to play actually... But he don let me.... :'( so nevermind... after that I never saw it again....
After school, SiHui, Andrea and me went to the cateen for lunch and after that we went back to class for remedial. Then it was like a shock of my life seeing so many people standing outside the corridoors of the 3 classes. Then WingYin call us not to come... For I donno wad reason... So we 3 sit at the staircase there and wait lolc... After that go toilet.... And so unlucky.... Toilet donno wad happen lahc... Boon Yee go and block it.... Then I saw Yiting walking out from the class and then I ask her... Can go in mehx? She say can so we three went in together with Esther who went to tell Mr. Tan that we got remedial....After that that 2pit do-do fish wanna fill water then I accompany her go out... then that tan jj want spot check! Then iz like my pocket got things lahc.... cannot let him see one... Lolc... So i only take out my wallet and key... then he say go lolc... so go lolc.... After she fill water finish liaox then we wanna go back... but the gun kena found liaox... She we don dare to go in... So we go upstairs and saw Huiling.... After that go ka-jiao her.... Then Mohan looking for the bullet.... so long lolc... We wait until wanna become stone liaoc still cannot find lolc... So he zhi hao let them go lolc.... then me and sihui was like wah... finally can an xin de go into the class liaox.... so we go maths remedial until 4 like that.... But we dowanna go netball.... so we stay in class until 4.45 like that lolc....then who know Ade waiting for us to go then they start training... but we dowan to go down so she in the end tou xiang liaox.... they warm up 1st... We go that time the playing dog and bone.... -_-''' and I found out that Ms Chua actually know that the gun is Shao Hua one.... But she never tell and the bullets of the gun is kept in our class then we having remedial so they cannot come in mahx....
Then netball so sian....maybe is do maths until brain dead liaox.... then the whole 1hr 15min I look so damn sian lolc.... don even feel like talking and my stomach hurts...What come next was Box.... Haz... I only stand there like statue with the other 5 ppl of my group playing... Of course... They lose lahx... Cause don have me mahx... Jk lahx.... Then Ade ended the training and bye bye.... In the bus I also never talk to Yiting lolc.... Feel so bad now.... She sure feel so 'gan ga' lolc... Haiz....
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
Dear Blog,
Today is our Carnival... I was quite excited yesterday that I almost couldn't sleep. But today's carnival turn out to be my disappointment... Although we have good schools like MGS, Tanjong Katong, Riverside (?? Maybe?)... But it's not a 100% lose rite? There's a word call Miracle and yesterday I promised myself to Give in my best today... But I didn't! And the all four matches I didn't! Maybe I did for Canberra Sec but I felt it's not enough... I am not perfoming wad I thought I should be! MGS I confess... I am sleepy, not warmed-up what so ever... I played like so inexprience Netballer, running on court like so mad woman and following my WA like some idiot on court! But Canberra! Grr~ Canberra is like about the same standard as we are. Why can't we win them? At least a win in my secondary school life for goodness sake! And what's more? We lost by 1! 1 only!!! Why did I want to release the ball as fast as I could when I have the 3 seconds to life to myself? Why did I throw the ball into my GA/WA's hands? Why my balls are like rockets flying up and landing in the hands of the wrong person? Why can't I pass a proper pass today? Gosh~ So many why's that I can't answer... I am really very very disappointed... Actually I am quite satisfied with my defending during the match with Canberra but is the passes... I donno if Ade was talking about me, pointing to all defenders, or other people... I felt that there is totally NO NEED to get so anxious on court and lose all your golden opputunity! Always remember, you got 3 seconds. Not one split-sec... I always told myself this... But why can't I just get it when the ball is in my hands? Gosh~ I am really a 'Bai Lei'... And for Tanjong Katong that match... Ade wans't there cause she has lessons at 2 but her coach took over us... And In the 1st half I played WD... Okie... nothing wrong with that... But 2nd half she called me to be a GK?!?! For godness sake, the last time I played GK was when I was in Pri 4!!! And so to the school's disappoinment, I didn't manage to intercept any balls and their balls are flying way pass my head lahx! Then if I were to stand behind my GS then she gets the opputunity to got out for the ball and making it worst is that she is a far-shooter! Her balls can get in from far lolc... and what am i suppose to do to overcome that? I don't know at all! I am desparate... Honestly speaking I am very desperate... I don't know what to do except to stick to her and prevent her from getting the ball form in front...
Ade wants our Netball Dairy... Erm... I donno... I am just... Disappointed... :'(
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Friday, September 08, 2006
Dear Blog,
I went to Zax's blog just now. I read his post and I acutually knew how he felt... He was right, Celebrities are also Humans, they have emotions. We can't expect them to smile every time they see reporters, smile and joke around when they are in a bad mood... Zax hate the him on TV. The Zax who jokes around, for he himself is not is joker and he has his bad mood days and he has to force himself to joke around with ShanWei... Force himself to smile...actually deep inside, I think he regret picking up the career of a Celebrities... well... I am not him also...
My second Voices for this blog. Tommorow is my carnival and I am very 'Mao Dun'... Should I just let it go for it's a very obvious lost or should try my best and go like a mad woman on court? It's like why waste your energy to... Why waste your energy to fight when you know you sure lose? Why not put all your energy on a match you have this little confident of winning? I really don't know... There would be 4 matches... If I waste my energy for the match with MGS with a 100% lose, is it 'Zi De'? Making this worst is my stamina... Is... Lousy~ and from the court play, I found that I couldn't really catch up with Wilyn for godness sake... the MGS WA? Forget it manx... That's wad I think for Now... What's going to happen tml, nobody knows... I know everyone wants to win... So do I... I felt that I am a 'Bai Lei'... I couldn't do my job as a WD properly and I am one of the main 7 players... and playing a WD from Pri 4 till now... Why??? And why am I like an Angel who got kick out of Heaven and to Earth and down to Hell... It's like a great pluge... It's what we call Pride... I always ask myself why can we get a 2nd in west zone in my pri school? Playing the schools and climb our way to the peak? And now Why not? Is Jurongville that bad? Nahx... I don't think so... We are good, our coach cannot say is bad (at least better than the previous one) I know we are lack of something but what is it? I can't really say out... Something that RPS has and JVS does not... Fighting spirt? Communication? Perseverance? Whatever it is... I don't know... I just know that maybe I should try... For you never know until you try~
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
Dear Blog,
Yesterday I went to the Lib with Andrea... The study of course... Ms Chua was there too... Of course... If not who the heck would want to go? We did maths... and one angle properties of circle is making me bonkers and yes... I took the whole morning to do it... after that I did my tution Homework on Functions... Another bonkers topic for there is a need to draw graphs... Ms Chua did help alittle and I took like years just to plot out one pathetic graph lahx... In the end I gave up and we began talking... Nothing much did actually...After that, me and Andrea went for training...
Because of the Carnival, we did court play yesterday and it wasn't as tired as normal training... but maybe is because my immune system hasn't settle after the food poisoning of wad... I sort of felt uncomfortable when we did half court... And luckily there was Esther to take over me... If not I would have collapsed... Maybe... Ade still say Esther's stamina was better than mine... Of course lahx! I am not that kind who go running around and playing netball everyday lahx... But the comments still hurt abit although I know where my stamina is... Wadever... After that we played full court that 2pit Wilyn!!! Running like the over the hedge Hammy, I think, like that lolc... and I was like chasing her all over the court... and yesterday Esther was superb... She caught quite a number of Balls and flew.... I donno where... Nice job... We were let off early... actually I wanted to go for a drink at the bubble tea shop with Yiting one... But I was feeling nauseous then... So I didn't and Yesterday Ade actually asked me if I was ok! This was the 1st time and I didn't know she could do that~ -_-''' and that's the end for yesterday...
Today was free day for me... I finally get to slack at home everything fell into place except that I overslept in the morning and my sheldue for morning go haywire... and I finally finished my Holiday HW!!! Yipee~ Except for the book review and the Homeostasis wrksht which I donno if there is a need to do it? Btw... I don't intend to do... Coming up next should be revision for I know there would be a huge pile to class test, mock test, wadeva test, waiting for me when school reopens and thanks to my shitty results... I needa buck up more in order to cope better... For god's sake! When is studying going to stop!!!
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Dear Blog,
I am feeling much better.... ^_^ Today I went back to school for Chem Remedial... We did experiments... Haha... So happy~ All my experiments work... But listen to the theory all wanna sleep lolc... Then still alot of people late lolc... All just come back from chalet... Lol... Don care also...
Yesterday I didn't go for training cause food poisoning and the training is like damn ass light lolc... They nvr do any physical training lolc... Only ball work and court play lolc... hope tml also like that lolc... If not I will 'kill' Ade... Then you play court play still can choose the position you want one lolc... So good... Not fair one... I never go then she give so light training... Boohoohoo~ Then looks like I missed out some fun back there... Ade say someone is not repecting her and want us from tml onwards call her coach or Miss Ade lolc... Wah Laoz~ She so big arhx? Still must call her coach or miss Ade... She is like older that us a few years only lolc... Talk so much~ Then heard from Andrea that she will not be there for our PESS carnival... The one with Tanjiong Katong one... haha... We confirm lose one lol... Well... Even with her we also sure lose one lahx... Hehe...
Tml Ms Chua will be at the lib... Hehe... I am going there... then after that go training with andrea... Sian lolc... Holiday's hw still haven't finish... Still got the book review to do lolc... sian diao....
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Monday, September 04, 2006
Dear Blog,
It's the first day of the holidays!!! Yeah~But also BooHooHoo! :'( I kena food poisoning on the firstday of my holidays... Craps lolc... How I hope I could turn up for my Chem remedial tml... It's quite an important one lolc... But I don think I can... Cause food poisoning takes about 2 to 3 days to heal am I right? Sian... I vomit the whole night yesterday... Feeling very uncomfortable now... and diahorrea and gidiness... Lolc... So 'Xin Ku' ....
But one good thing about food poisoning is you can slim down!!! But in a very umcomfortable way... I vomit until like my stomach is going to be vomitted out any moment... Haiz... Today is missing training... Hope I can turn up on Wed... Cause my darling Yiting is waiting for me... Haz~ *Vommit*
That's all... I can write anymore... Very tired...
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
Dear Blog,
Today is a saturday, I hate saturdays... It's so boring... Yesterday was teacher's day, me and Estella went to Bugis to shop... actually I wanna watch Click one... Then that idiotic shaw cenima don have click yesterday... so never watch... :'( So,We went icon and that damn ass icon... So late then open... 1.30 liaox still got so many shops not opened yet... We went to the lib @ Bugis... Wah~ It's 14 levels high and guess wad? It's all reference books only B1 is story books... Then me and Estella like 'sua gu' like that take escalator from the 1st storey to 14th... Lame rite? and in the end we fed up liaox... Go take lift then found out that story books are at B1... Peng sai lolc... but the view at the 14th level is nice... Hehe... After that we went for lunch at mos buger... Wah Sia... So ex lolc... but quite nice lahx.... I just don like their fries cause to big liao... after that we went back to icon again and i saw one braclet made up of many hearts so nice lolc!!! But guess how much was it? $59!!! Omg~ So ex lolc... Then I put back... Don touch liaox... After that we went walk from levels to level and we 'sua gu' again lolc... Donno icon got lift lolc... Go climb from level to level... Sian diao... Actually I wanted to go icon buy skirt one... cause Sihui say there got alot of things to buy... In the end lehx? Kena bluf by Sihui!!! Grrr.... If she comes back from Malaysia she's gonna get it from me!!! So we went bugis junction.... Shop for my skirt... I saw a few very nice one... then go try... then Estella all say very nice... Lol... I also donno she talking the truth or not lolc... Then all I also like lehc... Then cannot choose which one to buy... In the end... All I also never buy... Call mama cum help me choose... If not later i buy home liaox she nag wad... er... why so short, why this why that... Haiz... Are mothers all like that? Sian... After that we gave up on buying skirts and I wanted to eat the fried chicken... Donno wad the shop call lahx... But far east got lahx... But hoh... we lazy to walk all the way to far east mahx... so Estella call her mama ask her still got where got... In the end... We landed at Marina Square... Look for that pathetic shop... and we couldn't find it... so we went looking for the shopping centre directory... then... to my disappointment... I cannot find it... But I found Shilin taiwan food... then there the fried chicken also very nice... So I go buy and then make our way home... But then, there was this exhibition hall at the first floor lolc... So we two k-po go see and ta-da~ kena stuck there facinated by the experiments.... There is this one where you use glue and donno wad and you roll it one your hand at it becomes a ball... bouncy bouncy... and there is music conducting... I went to play and omg~ It's terrible... Well... I am not going to be a good conductor... Lol... and we saw the root cap and wad... Aiyah... Something in my bio notes got one.... And then saw the capillaries, viens and artery and the zebra fish and wah alot of things lahx... so kena stuck there... play play play... and 9 puls then i reach home... But fun... bad bad... me never buys until skirt...
Back to today... Lazy saturday... although got alot of homework... but I just don feel like doing... Now I am regretting for not going to the carnival to see the C div play... Although I know they would lost and yes they lost all match... but at least it may kill some of my time... And I would want to see Ade 'Bao Xue Guan' haiz... I wonder wad would happen next week? We will surely lose MGS for sure... Tanjiong Katong also... But Canberra and Riverside... I hope we could win... But I am not saying they are weak... Just a hope... Cause we haven't won any match... Sian...
Signing off,
Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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