I went to Zax's blog just now. I read his post and I acutually knew how he felt... He was right, Celebrities are also Humans, they have emotions. We can't expect them to smile every time they see reporters, smile and joke around when they are in a bad mood... Zax hate the him on TV. The Zax who jokes around, for he himself is not is joker and he has his bad mood days and he has to force himself to joke around with ShanWei... Force himself to smile...actually deep inside, I think he regret picking up the career of a Celebrities... well... I am not him also...
My second Voices for this blog. Tommorow is my carnival and I am very 'Mao Dun'... Should I just let it go for it's a very obvious lost or should try my best and go like a mad woman on court? It's like why waste your energy to... Why waste your energy to fight when you know you sure lose? Why not put all your energy on a match you have this little confident of winning? I really don't know... There would be 4 matches... If I waste my energy for the match with MGS with a 100% lose, is it 'Zi De'? Making this worst is my stamina... Is... Lousy~ and from the court play, I found that I couldn't really catch up with Wilyn for godness sake... the MGS WA? Forget it manx... That's wad I think for Now... What's going to happen tml, nobody knows... I know everyone wants to win... So do I... I felt that I am a 'Bai Lei'... I couldn't do my job as a WD properly and I am one of the main 7 players... and playing a WD from Pri 4 till now... Why??? And why am I like an Angel who got kick out of Heaven and to Earth and down to Hell... It's like a great pluge... It's what we call Pride... I always ask myself why can we get a 2nd in west zone in my pri school? Playing the schools and climb our way to the peak? And now Why not? Is Jurongville that bad? Nahx... I don't think so... We are good, our coach cannot say is bad (at least better than the previous one) I know we are lack of something but what is it? I can't really say out... Something that RPS has and JVS does not... Fighting spirt? Communication? Perseverance? Whatever it is... I don't know... I just know that maybe I should try... For you never know until you try~
Signing off, Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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^Pro's File^
Mee ;))
Name~ BeiYi
School~ RPS, JVSS
CCA~ Netball
First Cry~ 16/12/91
Horoscope~ Saggitauras
Loves*hug-hug*
-Netball (but NOT JVSS one)
-Tennis
-French Fries
-Bubble tea
-Music
-Comics
-Prince of Tennis
-Nanoha
-D.N. Angel
-Tsubasa- River Chronicles
-Piano
-Peace
-JJ Lin JunJie
-Huang YiDA
-Arron Yan Ya Lun
-MARINE BIO!!!!
Loathes*EEk*
-Back stabbers *grrrrr*
-Liars
-Being accused of things I didn't do
-Vegetables
-Maths (A & E)
-My Brother
-studying!!!
WishList*Tink!*
Get good results for O-levels Watch Deathnote New Bag New Wallet Watch Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu Watch Zhong Ji Yi Ban again (It rockx Loads!)
A room to myself win at least a match in the West Zones Go Fahrenheit's Autograph session (They rox to the core!!!)
Get a good rest everyday!!!
Sort out all the misunderstanding I have between friends
A laptop all to myself
MP3 (old one spoil liaox...)
