Today is our Carnival... I was quite excited yesterday that I almost couldn't sleep. But today's carnival turn out to be my disappointment... Although we have good schools like MGS, Tanjong Katong, Riverside (?? Maybe?)... But it's not a 100% lose rite? There's a word call Miracle and yesterday I promised myself to Give in my best today... But I didn't! And the all four matches I didn't! Maybe I did for Canberra Sec but I felt it's not enough... I am not perfoming wad I thought I should be! MGS I confess... I am sleepy, not warmed-up what so ever... I played like so inexprience Netballer, running on court like so mad woman and following my WA like some idiot on court! But Canberra! Grr~ Canberra is like about the same standard as we are. Why can't we win them? At least a win in my secondary school life for goodness sake! And what's more? We lost by 1! 1 only!!! Why did I want to release the ball as fast as I could when I have the 3 seconds to life to myself? Why did I throw the ball into my GA/WA's hands? Why my balls are like rockets flying up and landing in the hands of the wrong person? Why can't I pass a proper pass today? Gosh~ So many why's that I can't answer... I am really very very disappointed... Actually I am quite satisfied with my defending during the match with Canberra but is the passes... I donno if Ade was talking about me, pointing to all defenders, or other people... I felt that there is totally NO NEED to get so anxious on court and lose all your golden opputunity! Always remember, you got 3 seconds. Not one split-sec... I always told myself this... But why can't I just get it when the ball is in my hands? Gosh~ I am really a 'Bai Lei'... And for Tanjong Katong that match... Ade wans't there cause she has lessons at 2 but her coach took over us... And In the 1st half I played WD... Okie... nothing wrong with that... But 2nd half she called me to be a GK?!?! For godness sake, the last time I played GK was when I was in Pri 4!!! And so to the school's disappoinment, I didn't manage to intercept any balls and their balls are flying way pass my head lahx! Then if I were to stand behind my GS then she gets the opputunity to got out for the ball and making it worst is that she is a far-shooter! Her balls can get in from far lolc... and what am i suppose to do to overcome that? I don't know at all! I am desparate... Honestly speaking I am very desperate... I don't know what to do except to stick to her and prevent her from getting the ball form in front...
Ade wants our Netball Dairy... Erm... I donno... I am just... Disappointed... :'(
Signing off, Jyt_Derx
I am No Toy Of yours...
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Mee ;))
Name~ BeiYi
School~ RPS, JVSS
CCA~ Netball
First Cry~ 16/12/91
Horoscope~ Saggitauras
Loves*hug-hug*
-Netball (but NOT JVSS one)
-Tennis
-French Fries
-Bubble tea
-Music
-Comics
-Prince of Tennis
-Nanoha
-D.N. Angel
-Tsubasa- River Chronicles
-Piano
-Peace
-JJ Lin JunJie
-Huang YiDA
-Arron Yan Ya Lun
-MARINE BIO!!!!
Loathes*EEk*
-Back stabbers *grrrrr*
-Liars
-Being accused of things I didn't do
-Vegetables
-Maths (A & E)
-My Brother
-studying!!!
WishList*Tink!*
Get good results for O-levels Watch Deathnote New Bag New Wallet Watch Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu Watch Zhong Ji Yi Ban again (It rockx Loads!)
A room to myself win at least a match in the West Zones Go Fahrenheit's Autograph session (They rox to the core!!!)
Get a good rest everyday!!!
Sort out all the misunderstanding I have between friends
A laptop all to myself
MP3 (old one spoil liaox...)
